Do I restart ?

As I stumble and fall , I wonder am I like the fallen king who had no one to rely on? Or am I one of The martyrs who’ll always be honoured. 

When the world is hungry for gossip ,you fail to get a shoulder to cry on. When the world awaits for you to fall , you seem unable to reach a hand to pull you up. When the world triumphs on your failures , you don’t find a ray of hope. 

It is not that we don’t search for the hands, it is just that we are too tired by our failures to reach out and be heard. We are tired of waiting for a person who’ll “listen” to us talk. 

So what do we do ? 

We decide on keeping quiet , we decide on going with silence , we go for a solo life, a life where we are the ones hearing our own thoughts. 

Being an introvert is hard , people mistake you for someone with an arrogant  personality whereas in reality you’re too tired to try because you’ve had enough.

To all those out there , know that you’re not alone, a fallen king can rebuild his kingdom as long as he fights for the crown. 

Moving on isn’t easy in this diplomatic world especially for people whose decision is reflected by their feelings. But moving on is the only solution as you cannot give up on a life that’s yet to turn colourful.